TGIF peeps! Anyone have fun weekend plans? Hopefully nothing will be spoiled by this impending hurricane of DOOM! I am looking forward to some rain, and cooler temperatures. This humidity is KILLING me!
Weekly recap – ate my suggested calories (1400-1800) every day but 1 where I went over without realizing it. I exercised in some form every single day – averaging 4400 steps per day – and meeting my weekly goal of 5000 steps on Thursday! I was proud of myself for that. I like the high I have from meeting a mini-goal, and the energy I have from exercising rocks too. I feel more responsive, more ‘on’. It’s great.
I feel like I am FINALLY on the road to success – little by little.
Can you tell I’m stalling? Mmmm I am. I have bad news and I hate bad news…
Ok fine…fine…I’ll weigh in! Now, keeping ALL of the above in mind – ready?
Today I weigh 375. That means I have gained, yes GAINED 1.5 pounds! How the FUCK is that possible?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!? GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can’t lie. I got on and off that fucking scale 12 times. I was in shock. I worked SO HARD….for nothing?!?!?! Dammit! I guess I just need to keep working harder each day – and hopefully next week it pays off. Part of me wants to banish the stupid scale in my trunk for being an asshole…but I won’t. Yet.
On the agenda for this weekend? Nothing fancy. I’m on call for work – so I’m not traveling. I have a LOT of cleaning to do (my uncle is coming to visit!) and I have to start donating unused things. I have too many DVDs I don’t use/clothes I don’t wear…it’s out of control. I’m hoping to see some friends and maybe try a zumba class (it’s on my radar at least).
I’m still reeling over that weigh-in. I write a lot of my posts in advance and today’s post had a MUCH different tone when I thought I was out of the 370’s for good. Sigh. I know, put my big girl panties on and get over it. It just sucks that I actually EARNED it this week, and didn’t see it. 😦